Prologue: The Providence of Pain

(In advance, I apologize if I offend anyone with the truths held within these pages. However, since I have previously written publicly regarding these matters, as an act of teshuvah, I must publicly teach the Truth of Hashem regarding the following topics. These were truths that I faught and wrestled with Hashem over. I cried, screamed, and nearly lost my sanity over. Believe me they are not easy to hear regarding a god you may deeply love. But, in hearing the following truths, may Hashem turn the heart of but one person away from idolatry and towards Himself).

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Over the past 8 years, Hashem has led me on a long journey of faith in order to arrive where I am today. Part of that journey was a short sojourn in the church system. While that part of my journey was full of pain and abuse, Hashem had a purpose in it all. By being exposed to numerous forms of the church teachings, I was able to gain a strong grasp on the beliefs of that system. Such an understanding has proven beneficial in finding true faith in Hashem and His Torah. By knowing the system of lies, I have been able to quickly build a strong foundation on Hashem's truth and be grounded in the Jewish Faith.

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For, Hashem declares that the Tanakh and Torah are the Tree of Life. 

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By cutting down the lies and spreading the boughs of Truth, may what is written in Ezekiel 17:22-24 come to pass:

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"Thus says Hashem: Then I in turn will take and set (in the ground a slip) from the lofty top of the cedar; I will pluck a tender twig from the tip of its crown, and I will plant it on a tall, towering mountain. I will plant it in Israel's lofty highlands, and it shall bring forth boughs and produce branches and grow into a noble cedar. Every bird of every feather shall take shelter under it, shelter in the shade of its boughs. Then shall all the trees of the field know that it is I the LORD who have abased the lofty tree and exalted the lowly tree, who have dried up the green tree and made the withered tree bud. I Hashem have spoken, and I will act."​​

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~Am Yisrael Chai!